Surviving and Thriving

Tonight in work, John and Edward made a special appearance and we're in the Panto. I got a pic! AAAAAAAHHHHHH!



SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited about this! They are so funny, and so cool. and just ridiculous likeable!!

Panto begins tonight, it's going to be absolutely mental and I'll be working so much but I really need the money so that's the way it has to be.

I went to see St Trinnians ll last night, it wasn't absolutely brilliant but it was ok like. I enjoyed spending time with my friend Sarah though. Peter dropped me in to town to meet her which was lovely. He went out last night with his football team and then he rang me last night begging me to come out, ha ha. Two of the girlfrienda appeared and he wirshed I was there. It sucked, because I would have loved to, but it was nearly 1am at this stage so there was no point! He sent me a voicemail last night at 5am and he was soooooo drunk and had the hiccups. It was the funniest voicemail ever! He's going out again tonight with friends, so I think he'll be an absolute zombie tomorrow.

I didn't get my final essay done. I really don't know what I'm going to do about it... Need to think about it and plan something.

I'm starting healthy eatign today. I just know my work uniform is going to be embarrassingly tight on me, so not looking forward to that. Oh well.

I don't think it would hav a huge affect on my relationships. Perhaps there are some intimate enough emails that were exchanged between Conor and I that Peter would not like to read. But I did nothing wrong, it would just be uncomfortable and probably sad for him to read!

Peter still hasn't foun a job yet. I feel so sorry for him, and I just feel utterly helpless. I hate watching and being able to do nothing. All I can do is emotionally support him, and help him in any way I possibly can. I'm trying to be positive for him. This wil be his last week in work, more or less. He is feeling very down, and I am just praying things turn around. He deserves a good job, and he really is a character. Any office or company would be luck to have him on board.

He is going to watch a movie in my room now while I do some essay-writing at my desk. I love that closeness we share. He just made me a cup of tea, oh lovely!

I had a really nice day. Myself an my mam went shopping and then for lunch with my Grandmother and Grandauntie. It was really nice! Then I organised free tickets for my mam and Alan to go see Alison Moyer in the theatre I work in. They are there now. I am so happy for them because of all the drama with cancelling the wedding etc, some quality time is important. I'm glad I could contribute in that way.

Ok, back to essays. Just two more essays and then I'm FREEEEE and on comes the partying an PANTO madness in work :)